Have anything you've done made your life better?

2012-01-08T01:36:00.003+08:00

Completed the 24km route march to the floating platform for our POP.
Before marching out to do our roar,
I looked around and thought that it could be the last time we're seeing each other.
That moment was the one I dreaded most, I nearly teared.

BMT was a truly fun and enriching experience.
For now, it's time to prepare for future challenges.
More tough times and obstacles.

Like Soldiers, March on.

2011-11-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

In the early morning march,

with my field pack on my back.

with an aching in my heart,

and my shirt is full of sweat.

I'm a long long way from home,

and I miss my loved one so.

I know I know,

You have to go.

So come on home,

when the cold wind blows.

When the cold wind blows,

when the cold wind blows,

when the cold wind blows.

I know I know,

You have to go.

So come on home,

when the cold wind blows..

2011-10-29T02:40:00.003+08:00

After your mind gets all messed up,
And when you start to lose yourself.

Ask yourself,
Where did that kid disappear to?
That kid that was always happy with all the little small things,
That kid that forgets their own names when they're having fun,
That kid that comes back home with a smile on their face every single damn day!

Where is that kid?
Remember why you always stood by the door waiting,
Remember why you always wanted to go to the playground,
Remember why you always wanted to get out of the place and explore more!

Live for the kid that once lived in you,
Bring it back to life!

2011-09-30T21:50:00.001+08:00

I'll take one shot for my pain,

One drag for my sorrow.
Get messed up today,
I'll be okay tomorrow.

2011-09-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

Everyone's Birth date is a time stamp,
Age just shows how long you've lived,
and it has no direct relation to one's level of maturity.

I know of people who is aged 50+
and acts worse than a kid.

Think twice before you talk about age.

2011-09-25T22:19:00.002+08:00

In the next two years,
I'm gonna get myself,
a nice watch,
a presentable belt,
an ipad/macbook pro,
and savings in my bank.

All with my own damn money.

Thanks for being treating me like that,
it rages me and
makes me stronger.

2011-09-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

In the mean time,
I'm strengthening myself,
trying to make things better.
It's difficult,
and it's taking me a lot of effort,
time and energy.

But, who am I?!

2011-08-31T23:45:00.002+08:00

Had a long chat with my sis about her studies.
Told her:
"Set your goals big, bigger than your obstacles.
So even when you meet an obstacle in between,
you still can see your goals,
your dreams behind it
and you're going to go for that."

Cause we are what we think.

2011-07-31T18:59:00.006+08:00

I sacrificed the past 3 years on Canoe Polo.
I had very little social life, very little time for anything else.
Trained while schooling, trained while working.
This is the life of a Sportsmen,
and I'm happy about it.
It keeps my mind focused,
keeps my soul clean.

It was a great season.

Until next time...

无名 #8

2011-07-24T21:42:00.004+08:00

If You Really Want It,
You Feed everything into your Fire,
all the Pain, Failures, Critics, Glory.

If You Really Want It.

2011-07-21T21:21:00.005+08:00

"Play to your best"

This year I'm going to play to my very best,
Let the whole community remember me till I come back from my NS break.
They will remember my speed, gameplay, shots and aggressiveness.

无名#8

2011-07-17T01:57:00.001+08:00

Be as True as Who you are.

"If you want it, take it"

2011-07-13T20:10:00.004+08:00

"I think I'm breaking out, I'm gonna leave you now."

It's getting worse, I keep telling myself it's gonna be alright.
Not that I'm being negative, but it's actually very depressing.

2011-06-12T20:25:00.003+08:00

Hoping to be financially independent as soon as possible.
Get the fuck out of this blackhole.
Just wait and see.

只是时间未到

2011-05-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

"I can see that you're not your true self,
you're like that because you're working."

"What do you believe in? Where do you see yourself in the future?"

One of the most impact-ful words I've ever heard.
Makes me want to quit my job on the spot,
and makes me think about what I was doing.

2011-05-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

The only way to feel happy is to stop finding reasons to be sad.

Credits to: http://www.flickr.com/people/11443323@N06/

2011-03-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

The Script taught me how to move on.
Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.
Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love
Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through
Travis taught me to be generous
Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right
30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind
Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me
Music taught me to live

2011-03-07T17:32:00.001+08:00

For the first time I'm giving it out,
Please don't hurt me.

2011-03-06T21:58:00.002+08:00

I feel fucking weak now, fucking useless.
Puked 3 times last night and trying to keep my dinner in now.
Let me recover please!

2011-01-20T22:13:00.001+08:00

That's what i leave for,
To travel the world.

2011-01-18T10:42:00.001+08:00

Im sick of everything,
Sick of working,
Sick of schooling,
Sick of canoe polo,
Sick of doing nothing.

What the fuck am I looking for?

2010-12-27T03:00:00.002+08:00

Dont waste your time and effort on ungrateful people,
they aint gonna appreciate shit.

Think about yourself,
think about what is the best for yourself.
Love yourself.

2010-12-05T02:53:00.000+08:00

Living between the surreal, Growing with artificial light.
The strength is never there, it's just look like it.
Growing faster then I should, Living A half true.
waiting for my time, to see A real light again, A true reality.

2010-10-28T01:06:00.002+08:00

I don't know if I should carry on with CP.
I don't know what I should study after Poly.
I don't know what i want to work as in the future.

Why?
Jack of all trades,
Master of none. :(

2010-10-20T01:05:00.002+08:00

I really need to learn
Cause we're living in a world of fools

2010-10-10T18:44:00.001+08:00

Happy Family Syndrome-
A sickness where family members pretend that there isn't a problem when there is a problem.

2010-07-26T21:04:00.001+08:00

Once again in the darkness,
I've lost myself.

My heart,
My soul.

Where have you gone to?

2010-07-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

With the help of my dear friend,
I've learnt and matured.

2010-06-10T22:43:00.001+08:00

Not missing of something.
But,

2010-06-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

I think.

2010-05-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live

2010-05-13T23:04:00.001+08:00

We all know what will happen at the end of the day.
But quarrelling is not about making things worse,
It's about taking your own stand!

2010-03-25T18:27:00.001+08:00

Rage is a mental state that is one extreme of the intensity spectrum of anger.

I think i found the most suitable mental state in a gameplay.

2010-02-24T19:03:00.001+08:00

Educated
With money
He's well dressed
Not funny
And not much to say in
Most conversations
But he'll foot the bill in
All situations
Cause he pays for everything

2010-02-12T14:45:00.001+08:00

Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been, how it always will be

2010-02-09T11:13:00.001+08:00

How much deception can you take?
How many lies will you create?
How much longer until you break?
Your mind's about to fall

2010-01-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

"We all need people who will be there for you no matter how shit your status is,
people who actually gives a damn about you."

2010-01-19T10:52:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-01-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

Standing on this thin line,
I try to balance it out.

School
Family
Friends

2010-01-03T19:43:00.001+08:00

Like a walking zombie,
like im forever high on weed.

2010-01-01T23:35:00.001+08:00

2009-12-31T11:29:00.002+08:00

We can't go on
Pretending day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change.

Soon it'll be year 2010.
A brand new one :D

2009-12-27T21:59:00.002+08:00

We're nothing but slaves to the banks.
For their profits and greediness.

2009-12-22T12:17:00.001+08:00

Accelerado!

2009-12-22T12:14:00.001+08:00

And I keep finding excuses to get away.
Why?

2009-12-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

We've been dancin' with Mr. Brownstone
He's been knockin'
He won't leave me alone
No, no ,no, he won't leave me alone

:D

2009-12-18T01:22:00.000+08:00

What is it that I want?

2009-12-01T10:40:00.001+08:00

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad

Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

2009-11-28T01:08:00.003+08:00

Even the best tell lies.
Even the best is selfish sometimes.
So what now?

2009-11-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
But I know that she craves me

2009-11-16T21:53:00.001+08:00

Sucks to be in the line.
Like some interview shit.

2009-11-08T21:13:00.001+08:00

Is it real?
Is it true?

Please dont be:(

Take us away from here
Protect us from further harm
Resistance!

2009-11-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah, I'll tell you something,
I think you'll understand.
When i say that something,
I want to hold your hand.

2009-10-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

When the heart stops beating,
the music stops playing.

2009-10-20T00:24:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I get the feeling
She's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go

2009-10-15T02:04:00.001+08:00

2009-10-14T03:15:00.000+08:00

"Your lies consume me, with every breath I'm burning
How I believed that the truth was in your eyes
My life, now chaos and your tongue it breeds deceit
Wake from this nightmare I'll never love you again"

There you go :)

2009-10-08T17:43:00.000+08:00

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

2009-10-04T03:41:00.001+08:00

Oktoberfest 2009
Finally over!
Next year again? :)

2009-09-23T15:06:00.001+08:00

And so, i've wasted my last year trying to lose weight.
Enough.

Stop telling me that i lost a lot of weight,
Cause i know!

2009-09-17T12:32:00.002+08:00

Nat champs was goood!
First medal in CP.
Mens opens B division Bronze.

Lots of mistakes here and there.
But afterall,
we still won something for the year 3s!

FYI,
Team TPS stands for Tua Pui Sai.

Team TPS #8
2010!

2009-09-03T01:41:00.001+08:00

Still stuck in the same lifestyle.
Not making any advancements.
How sad.

2009-08-26T01:24:00.004+08:00

Now every night before i sleep,
I think of Canoe Polo.

Team TPS
#8

2009-08-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

Sex ratio:
at birth: 1.08 male(s)/female
under 15 years: 1.08 male(s)/female
15-64 years: 0.95 male(s)/female
65 years and over: 0.8 male(s)/female
total population: 0.95 male(s)/female (2009 est.)

Is this the reason why females turn lesbian?
Hmm..

2009-08-12T23:15:00.002+08:00

I think our whole team should buy this.
So we don't have to waste time emptying our boat.
Hiak Hiak Hiak.
Pump it!

2009-08-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow 3 subjects.
One speech,
One quiz,
One Submission.

Thursday,
One subject.
One report
One presentation,

Sunday,
One people,
One nation,
One Singapore :)

2009-08-04T09:09:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that my mom force me to marry this lady whom i've met for less than a day.

The wedding is already all set and ready to start,

I just have to be there.

I freaked out halfway and went to talk to my mom,

I din't even say that i'm interested in that lady.

Back at the wedding,

I saw my classmates and some other random people.

But my good friends weren't there.

At that time i know that this wedding is totally impossible.

I just ran away and someone sms-ed me.

Good morning :)

2009-08-04T00:44:00.001+08:00

It's just weird.

Reach home watch tv.

Sleep for 2 hours

8:30 wake up eat dinner

lepak from 9 till like 11

start doing work.

Hmm

2009-07-30T23:08:00.001+08:00

SO MANY THINGS TO DO

PROJECT DATELINES

FUCK SHIT

ONE MORE WEEK OF STRESS

2009-07-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

I swear i miss that hair

2009-07-23T19:33:00.003+08:00

Today is probably the first time i gotten MC since i came into TP.
Fierce siah.
Face masks everywhere at clinic.
Damn hungry now.
Slept a lot.
Like 3 hours every 3 hours.

2009-07-22T21:28:00.002+08:00

Last night before sleep, Headache.

Morning wake up, Rain.

Din't bring umbrella, Soaked.

Sore throat and slight fever.

Hope that i can recover by tomorrow.

Or not everything sure cock up.

2009-07-20T01:24:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I set my alarm clock before I sleep,

because I'm afraid that I might not wake up again.

2009-07-17T18:35:00.003+08:00

"At my age, you won't think about having a social life."

"You won't even think about spending money."

"Because if there's any mishap,

Your savings are the only one that can save you."

He said.

2009-07-16T12:45:00.003+08:00

I used to have nightmares whenever im sick,

All those nightmares always leave me sweating out of my bed.

When small little things transform into hugh monsters and come chasing for me.

Woah, that was scary shit man.

Till now i havent been having nightmares.

Okay, maybe i just don't remember my dreams.

2009-07-14T23:46:00.003+08:00

Just finished my lame comprog flowchart.
Get tired easily these days.
Early weekend!
Hope Hafiz pass his damn TP.

smallMIAN: why i never see you online one siahxzxzxz

2009-07-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

I need some peace of mind,

no fear of what's behind.

You think you've won this fight,

you've only lost your mind.

I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

2009-07-07T12:09:00.002+08:00

We are not bound by the passing of time.
Underneath every layer of the vessel that we call body,
there lies only soul,
where memory lives on.

2009-07-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

Maybe someday I will see you again

And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

2009-06-30T23:01:00.002+08:00

2 more months,

The most important 2 months.

Need to juggle between school and trainings damn well.

I know i can do it.

My right arm is not in a good condition man.

2009-06-28T19:55:00.002+08:00

Will be busy for the next few weeks.
Stupid submissions shits.
Will be running as often as possible.
I need to lose another 5 kgs.
Anybody wanna join?

2009-06-24T19:54:00.004+08:00

I don't think you trust,

In my self-righteous suicide.

I cry when angels deserve to die.

Photo credits: http://no-reason-at-all.deviantart.com/art/We-all-may-look-the-same-100045973?offset=10#comments

2009-06-20T19:06:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating cause i couldn't access blogger with IE or Firefox

Next week is school AGAIN!

And i haven't done my homeworks and assignments!

Let's hope that H1N1 will hit curfew stage soon!

Haha

2009-06-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

I was gonna clean my room until I got high

I was gonna get up and find the broom but then I got high

My room is still messed up and I know why (why man?)

Credits to: http://bathedinyourblood.deviantart.com/art/chill-86289148

2009-06-12T01:44:00.003+08:00

Life suck so badly on a thursday night.
Missed the last bus.
Din't make it in time for a drink.
LAN shop close.
Kenna scam by cab driver.

FUCK

2009-06-11T21:03:00.001+08:00

Haven't been using the com for 3 days.
Quite busy this week.
Hope next week wont be.
No money No money Buck Chew!

2009-06-07T00:16:00.003+08:00

I don't pretty much understand why.
Why I have to keep telling myself im not disappointed,
When i always am.

And after the umpteen times of disappointment,
I still find myself in the same shit hole.

Ah, Fuck this Shit

2009-06-06T14:27:00.003+08:00

If you ever see 4 boys singing at the bus stop during midnight,
Songs like Only One, My Love.

It's us.

Buangcurrent Boys

2009-06-01T18:10:00.005+08:00

Take a good look at yourself before you say anything.

I won't stand in your way

let your hatred grow

and she'll scream

and she'll shout

and she'll pray

Credits: http://vanitas22.deviantart.com/art/Look-at-yourself-88625108

2009-05-28T12:07:00.003+08:00

Lecture canceled.

That's why im here.

I had a super weird dream.

Goes like this.

I was at century square,

Value$.

My friend ask me to help him refund his TEN DOLLARS M&M.

Then the shopowner insisted that there's no refund.

End up i payed the person 10 bucks for him to take back the M&M.

Got banned from the place-.-

Then i moved on to cold storage.

Messed around and got banned-.-

So i decided to go home.

On the way home,

My sec sch friend sms me.

"I heard from your brother that,

You're left with ten days of TP pool. Haha"

WTFFFFFFFFFF

She say because of what i've done-.-

So, i like zz already.

On the way home,

this guy asked me for money.

I just shoved him away,

And he followed me all the wayy home.

End up have to run home.

Sian to the max.

Moral of the story,

I dreamt of having a bad day-.-

2009-05-24T20:52:00.003+08:00

I've like 3 assignments due this week.
Next week Term Test.
Won't be going much training.
And i better get back to my work.

Short-term Hiatus.

2009-05-21T22:39:00.004+08:00

Met up with SOOT yesterday.

Haha.

Haven't met up for more than a year.

Hardcoreeeeeeeeeeeeee

The 2E5 timesss

Damnn funnyyyyyyy

How we disturbed teachers,

How we kenna punished,

The days of being on the streets!

Nice shit.

And my CP called me in the morning.

About Apel2 attendance.

LOL

2009-05-19T00:29:00.006+08:00

"Life is like a door,

And being happy is the key to life."

Dedicated to:

My Dearest Friends :)

Credits: http://behrentzs.deviantart.com/art/Its-Comming-82159390

2009-05-17T03:29:00.003+08:00

Today was awesome man.

A.T.M's jamming session was super productive.

Nailed down the first song,

And laid down the outline for second song.

Damn Awesome.

Waiting for ET to send the recordings over.

Damian is Awesome.

2009-05-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

Damn sian today.

Suppose to pon 12 to 1 and 1 to 2 lecture.

Mother cheetoad

My classmate call me at 1:08pm.

Tell me got quizzzzzz

CHEETOADDDDDD

Take cab down ahhhhhhhh

FIVE DOLLARSSSSSSS

Reach there, 5 mins finish

And my classmate told me that it's okay to miss this quiz-.-

I SWEAR I WANT TO SMACK THE FACE

2009-05-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

SUPER TIRED AH
So long never so tired during match already.
Run, Pull ups and Sets.
Cannot feel my arms while sprinting siahhh.
But I like.

Benedict got job lobang.
Hope it goes well!

Money money moneyy

Fuck, tomorrow 9am.
Sure late one. :((

2009-05-10T22:17:00.006+08:00

"Round and round it goes,

And every day's the one before"

I'm sick of this cycle man.

Weekday,

School and Trainings.

Weekend,

Family and Simpang.

Can we have a change?

Pleaseee

2009-05-08T10:08:00.002+08:00

Shocked.

Saw the news.

Mas selemat caught in malaysia

Not bad ah, still alive.

Damian has no school todayyyy
No school No school :)

2009-05-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

I need to lose those fat that i've accumulated for 7 years mannn

run baby runnnnnnnnnnn

dont ever stop nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

today feels like thursday.
Why?

Oh yah, tomorrow half day only mahhh

2009-05-05T22:47:00.001+08:00

Hoho,
i met talleah at the bus stop today!
and michelle sitoh on the busss
Baik bo.

Now you know how i feel.
Thanks.